Loneliness

Sitting alone in the library of the university because of the heat .... ...

I am I can not sit in the garden ... humidity is very high ..

I felt suffocated reduce death ..

from hijjap that i wear

The sweat riveted drop by drop from my forehead 

And wipe my face , but without interest

in the library a small number of students who are reading

I was the only one sitting without a book

I suggested that taking my phone and I open facebook

i hope that i can find friends to talk with

I can not find one ..omg There is no one I can talk to him !

I felt that the world closed its doors to me

The walls began to crack down on

dark place ....  Ah what to do strange feeling ! ! !

in the coincidence I saw your name .. and my heart started beating 

   i loved to read our old  messages

And began to recite all of them .. How much are those beautiful days talking with you ..

I know you don't feel me >>.and you don't know that you the most expensive ...to me

And you can not know difficulty waiting in the evening in order to become Online

And talking with you ... and search for any topic just to talk to you

You can not , and also to know if you depart Me What can make me .. What is the feeling that it was going to be

.. Feeling the loss of precious ...

Do you know ... all i will write now ... can not reflect the character which I feel towards you .

But someday you may read what i wrote .. maybe you'll feel a little of that feeling which is called sense of contrast

so...sir

I loved you ... I loved you and I really did

i didn't love anybody like you

You are the first person who enters into my heart , which was closed for my lifetime

I loved you outside of  all rituals  ... and out of all the texts and outside all laws and regulations .. We both  hate it .

We both departing free ideas freely freedom

And do you know .. when we met ... those looks that I see you out .. so strange feeling

its take me to another world ... the world of the invisible

Sit there and talk with your friends ... I watch your movements .. I understand your actions .. Save the stuff you love

I want to hold you to my chest in one day ...

And if I add my soil of the homeland ...

love is killing me as much as make me alive

took me up to the sky and on the ground 

Gave me a bird's wing and the heart of a child .. and gave me homeland

They are a real love and dream and reality and the bitter sweet and beautiful ache .....

I hope you become my life partner
..someday :(


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